Because I'm Black by Jasmine Carroll
About
This African-American man just wants to get the Chinese food he ordered home to his mom and dad, but when blue and red lights start flashing in his rear-view mirror, it's a chance he may never get.
Keywords
Cops, Realism, Color, Pop-Culture, Dark, Heavy
Excerpt
I was shaking, my voice was labored and though it was sixty-two degrees outside in the night rain, beads of sweat accumulated around my hair line and a few slipped down my cheeks.
“You seem nervous,” the cop said.
​I was.
I was far too black. “I’m a little nervous,” I said.
“Why’s that?” he asked.
It was a trap. “Cops make me nervous,” I said.
The cop raised an eyebrow. “Why’s that?” he asked. Another trap.
“I’m not sure,” I said, keeping my breathing as even as I could manage. Even though my face was itching under the sweat, I didn’t dare move my hands from the steering wheel. I had a hungry mom at home.
“Sir, do you know why I pulled you over?” the cop asked.
I shook my head. “I don’t.”
“Your right tail light is out. Were you aware?” the cop asked. It was a distinct possibility; it wasn’t even my car. I couldn’t tell him that though. I’m too black to tell him it’s my dads. He’d assume I was lying. He’d shoot me on the spot.
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